♥April 21, 2009
15th June 1992,mummy gave birth to a baby boy,good-looking and innocent. he's been a very good stepbrother few years ago. he suffered from cancer and doctor were only able to detect the disease when he's at serious stage. after celebrating Raya in 2002 he immediately can't move his body properly,not able to wake up from bed.seeing you suffer those days really hurts. he'd been admitted to RIPAS hospital for further medication. March 2003,he had this operation done,the cancer thingy were removed,we thought he would recover but hopes dies there when he suddenly find its hard to breath and he goes in April. got a call early morning saying that he has no hope so we rush to shower then mumy called when we're about to go to Bandar and he's gone. ='( i was shocked and speechless at that moment,i feel like i'm the one to be blame.hmph. to shorten up the story,it takes times for us to adapt to the situation with left only me,my lil bro and mumy. when it's lunch,mumy will prepare extra plate for him,ugh. we sometimes forget that he'd gone,that's why. we cried over his death for the whole month but we know God loves him more..and today 6 years had past,we moved on. semoga roh nya dicucuri rahmat di alam sana. Al-Fatihah to Muhammad Zulfadhli.
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