♥February 17, 2009
argh.i hate february.last year the same thing happen,now its repeating,too much karma.omg,i'm not strong enough to handle this alone.darn it.i've been given choices,either to leave Brunei or stay here.what should i do?what's left for me here?was thinking to leave,forget stuffs here,let it be memories,but on other side of me says i should just stay here and make him came back to me.silence is best at the moment i guess.ugh,i don't even know what to do.i love him but...fifi ckp lw da jodoh inda kemana but i want him jua.ugh.for those yg see changes in me,phm2 sja lah ah,probs are attacking me non-stop.should i just give up?NO! i don't want to but this is hurting me even more.my eyes pun mcm panda sudah crying saja.eish! i just want him back.i love him too much.
_bleed me to death please_
_bleed me to death please_
Labels: what to do?
written at♥11:35 AM