♥February 11, 2009
helloh! pergh.where to start?early weekends was hectic,been busy at work.today was tiring than yesterday,not expecting that it's gonna be tiring like hell.oh lord,spare me don't.apakan,huhu.around 11 received text message from aunty mash saying `bhpa ko this aftrnun?dangani bgsu kb town.` and i replied,yeah why not,bh,pick me up at 2,k. huhu.and today went home early from work actually so texted tua but they didn't pick me up.uwaa! then few minutes to 2,aunty mash arrive with tua,adui,i thought tua inda ambil.sorry2 for not informing that bungsu wanna bawa aku jalan.and yeah,we then head off to Ideal,guess bungsu haven't had her lunch yet at sch.so,ordered coke,belgium waffle and flavoured fries for me and rice with chix for bungsu.hmph,guess what?kimah works there,had this talks about where to go after this,same plans we have in mind btw.haha.we makan inside the room,had this talks about my future.glad that bungsu guided me through this.i appreciate your advice.and shd said,`there's no wrong in failing once,u just have to stand up and do better next time.don't let your past failures let you down`.i agreed with her throughout our discussion.and i CRIED when it comes to sensitive parts.ugh..she said `u know how hard your mum had been working all these while.ia pindah pun sal terpaksa,i know ea pun inda mau like this.cian her.u must take care of her,kau th satu2 nya harapan yang ea ada.jangan inda ambil peduli sal ea walaupun kadang2 ea cm inda brapa ingw kan kau.` i cried but luckily bungsu inda nampak.huhu.then i replied `awu,i know pulang tue all that.p ntahlh.i do care for her x ah,tanya khabar jua ku x ah.` bungsu asked again`what scope of works you wanna be in?`.i answered `tantu lah yang gaji basar.haha`.bungsu cerita lah how she had to re-exam for O Level three times for her English,then went to Sinaut and alhamdulilah rezeki nya sana,durang under agri kena antar ke England to further their studies.i respected her cause her lifetime dream succeed sudah to study overseas.i envy you actually so i'm gonna work hard to gain that kind of happiness like you did.then i realised that i should make her proud one day,i wanna fulfill my dreams.what are my dreams?let it be a secret saja oh.so yeah,after being 'brainwashed' from 2 til 4,i finally decided that i wanna do my A Level exam again in Nov and apply for ITB and UNISSA eventhough there's no hope. lots of discussion in the air,so aku asked permission kan ke toilet,na ku tahan g,haha.then we balik,cancel plan to go kb since she's late sudah.thanks bungsu for the treat eventhough i'm full and the advise,THANK YOU VERY MUCH! went berubat since i'm not feeling well these few days.hmph,don't wanna tell what had happen.scary the movie much.gah! slept early,tetidur actually.huhu.that's all for today i guess,been typing till my finger hurts.haha.lame much.
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written at♥11:49 PM