♥June 12, 2009
dear diary~let's spill out all the hurtache down here, keep it as a reminder and whateverr it is. just split it out byy.
as you can see the label of my post, swing the hurtache. gonna swing it far-away for me. i know i can deal with the pain. ppft, how i wish. baie. living in reality do hurts. and i hate being in these hurtache mode. xs
the mood swings badly nowadays, i mean for the week. idk why and what's wrong with me and my feelings. maybe i'm just worried about where the boyfriend is at the moment. and i just miss him badly and it's annoying when i can't say it to him that i totally missed him like damn much. aish.but anyway, when i was crying like kesialan last night, he texted me up. so we ended on the phone. eh,kan nangis ku dgr suaranya! baie. rindu jua ku dah tu. tapi aku cool, huhu. karang ea ucap aku pelik, ea g kejahatan! glad to hear that he's home walaupun the fact aku marah ea nada msg apa. i'm happy that he did come home safely. =D
tick tock. the clock never stops ticking eh. hoho. apakan,sasak. gesh, tick faster please clock buleh kah? come to me august please. as fast as you could. idk myself why i want to be in august so badly. yikes. what-the-ever baby. xs
i'm using new email now, so to those yang nada email ku ato, text me and ask me for it. gishh, i keep changing email eh. busan beta udah with the old focking email yang betimbun contact unknown people. what a rubbish! threw it to the bin, hoho. apakan.
'SELAMAT MALAM CINTA' was what they said to me lastnight. thanks yeah friends. nyaman tidur ku when someone like kamu care and ada when aku sedih.
and iqa, ceta sal the bitch ah semalam terputus. gha! nanti we sambung the story ah sis. damn that fucking lil girl. inda pemalu! alum ia jumpa api tu, and btw ea berani main belakang2 shaa ah. dapan2 eksen tia baik. setan bertopengkan manusia wa ia tu, esh benci eh just to think about her name. lacah wa anak ato, malukan parents nya saja. buh emusi.
to the other sis, ina, don't think too much about what had happened the other day. they'll realised tu one day sapa kawan yang banar and always there when they need one. ina concentrate saja ah with the work, don't mind them! xD
to the bestie fifi, kejut ku with story mu kemarin. tapi yes, what happen maybe ada hikmah nya and think wisely ah whatever you do. pandai2 kau tah tu. nda ku mau ko sakit g for the 2nd time. alright? xp
boifren, i miss you eh! damn. when are we going to meet ne? tsk tsk. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. mwaaaahhh.
as you can see the label of my post, swing the hurtache. gonna swing it far-away for me. i know i can deal with the pain. ppft, how i wish. baie. living in reality do hurts. and i hate being in these hurtache mode. xs
the mood swings badly nowadays, i mean for the week. idk why and what's wrong with me and my feelings. maybe i'm just worried about where the boyfriend is at the moment. and i just miss him badly and it's annoying when i can't say it to him that i totally missed him like damn much. aish.but anyway, when i was crying like kesialan last night, he texted me up. so we ended on the phone. eh,kan nangis ku dgr suaranya! baie. rindu jua ku dah tu. tapi aku cool, huhu. karang ea ucap aku pelik, ea g kejahatan! glad to hear that he's home walaupun the fact aku marah ea nada msg apa. i'm happy that he did come home safely. =D
tick tock. the clock never stops ticking eh. hoho. apakan,sasak. gesh, tick faster please clock buleh kah? come to me august please. as fast as you could. idk myself why i want to be in august so badly. yikes. what-the-ever baby. xs
i'm using new email now, so to those yang nada email ku ato, text me and ask me for it. gishh, i keep changing email eh. busan beta udah with the old focking email yang betimbun contact unknown people. what a rubbish! threw it to the bin, hoho. apakan.
'SELAMAT MALAM CINTA' was what they said to me lastnight. thanks yeah friends. nyaman tidur ku when someone like kamu care and ada when aku sedih.
and iqa, ceta sal the bitch ah semalam terputus. gha! nanti we sambung the story ah sis. damn that fucking lil girl. inda pemalu! alum ia jumpa api tu, and btw ea berani main belakang2 shaa ah. dapan2 eksen tia baik. setan bertopengkan manusia wa ia tu, esh benci eh just to think about her name. lacah wa anak ato, malukan parents nya saja. buh emusi.
to the other sis, ina, don't think too much about what had happened the other day. they'll realised tu one day sapa kawan yang banar and always there when they need one. ina concentrate saja ah with the work, don't mind them! xD
to the bestie fifi, kejut ku with story mu kemarin. tapi yes, what happen maybe ada hikmah nya and think wisely ah whatever you do. pandai2 kau tah tu. nda ku mau ko sakit g for the 2nd time. alright? xp
boifren, i miss you eh! damn. when are we going to meet ne? tsk tsk. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. mwaaaahhh.
Labels: swing the hurtache
written at♥10:24 AM
