♥June 30, 2009
helloooooooo tuesday. apadih! ghee, busan tahap dewaaa ne. god, help me.
i just finished sending mails arah lotsa company and aku is very the letih. yeah, pasal lagging mcm
awch, kami (me and my adik) homealone dari pagi sampai petang, itu lelaki tinggal di kb. petang baru tah mumy ada pasal ia balik kerja lah sudah. ngok! and she was very the busy mencari2 kain kan di potong for raya. aish, puasa pun belum. jan tah beraya wa my, haha! xD
talking pasal potong2 baju ne, ter-ingat ku pasal ngah aji kawin. eh, ia tukar date nikah to 20th Nov and wedding would be on 22nd Nov, birthday sapa nah. haha. the reason durang tukar pasal jura kan kawin di dewan src and time ato saja dewan inda bpakai. bh, aku layan saja. pikir saja urang bekeraja inda dapat cuti. huhu. baju kami wah belum lagi putung. buleh kah pakai baju yang sedia ada? haha. malas jua ku sudah tu ah.
baru2 ane aku tidur inda tantu jam, and kadang2 inda makan. esh, sakit jua lagi ne karang aku ah. what-the-ever. talk to my tangan! ok.
and oh, the pict is my latest vaining moment. nanti tah lagi ku meng-upload if bertimbun credit and if ada wireless.
well, i gotta go now pasal aku blank like berabis.
with loves, baby.
P/S ; sayang, cimat with kamu! forever it is. let's fight for our relationship. i miss you love very much
written at♥6:34 PM
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mich, a very happy birthday to you babe. we've been friends since form 4 and this years it makes us friends for almost 5 years now if i'm not mistaken. sorry i'm not able to celebrate it with you but anyway, have a blast and superb birthday. stay gorgeoussss.
nabilah HMZ @ tikah, happy birthday to you too! have a blast and enjoy your birthday. nice knowing you all this while. best of lucks for your future and happy alwayssss alright babe.Labels: BIRTHDAYS
written at♥4:54 PM
♥June 29, 2009
let the hurtache keeps on aching
i guess it's time for another update. *points to iqa yang rajin tag. haha. nah iqa update.
dear diary, urm, idk where to start. oh, 27th June, birthday Lyah, one of my former friends at smsa, HAPPY BIRTHDAY babe. may god bless you. stay cute friend and thanks for all the favour you have done to me. and goodie lucks for your future.
dear diary, urm, idk where to start. oh, 27th June, birthday Lyah, one of my former friends at smsa, HAPPY BIRTHDAY babe. may god bless you. stay cute friend and thanks for all the favour you have done to me. and goodie lucks for your future.
and uh, saturday night, i was given surprise dari 'mama' from kb. other than informing pasal kaa didi kahwin, there's more even shocking news. i'm not gonna mention it here, only some knows. huhu. after that, we jalan sampai akhir, haha. lupa jam, ngek! so yeah, i slept around 2-ish like that. pasal i was crying lagi. i'm just a baby who loves to cry, i admit that nowadays tears are easy to pour off. babi!
SUNDAY
kena bangunkan awal. eh lupa lah my cousin kahwin hari ne. sorry dech. sampai sana, wah ramai urang and i'm in orange with the short ugly hair,haha. baie lah ko byy. and shitto, hawt eh the 350z! mantap yaw. antam. aku scratch kerita nya, haha. sial. and urgh, panas wa panas at that time. saw many cute little babies crying pasal panas, feel like joining them. lame byy lame!! =p
then petangnya tidur kejap then berjalan. bhaa, two days dah ku bejaur saja. stress wah drumah nangis sajaaa! kusut utak ku y'know. huhu. =') akhir lah jua ku balik rumah, hujan labat wah. memang had fun in the rain. woseehh! siuk ini mcm (Y).
well, online with joe semalam pasal ia lupa my email, haha. dasar keling. and what else, he's at Amsterdam now. shitto! inda ia gtau wa ia jalan. haha. mental. and oh, soon he'll fly to Aussie. best of lucks joe! ^_^
MONDAY (today)
lazy monday! tapi aku bangun awal macam kesialan. ato kan akhir ku tidur. buduh mata ne, bangun2 tidur nangis tia ku! inda bemata ne karang. wtf! eh, heard from others, durang jumpa the bf somewhere. hmph,idk eh,aku inda kana inform. well, he did inform but...entahlah labu.
and now hati ku terbelah2 berapa kah sudah! aku pun inda tau ge. thanks to the curhaters pasal ada di waktu aku lagi butuh kalian. is it just me being way too sensitive or is this another obstacle? eh, inda ku cukup kuat lagi eh. bh2, adang tah nangis byy, be strong. (=
lastly, congrats ryds for your new job. enjoy. and to the cousin who just got married yesterday, enjoy your honeymoon. and to fellow students, enjoy another week of your sch holiday since it has been extended. may all of us di jauhi dari that swine flu. babi banar! ppfft.
until here saja, sedih ku telan sendiri saja ne. ngaleh ku kan curhat lagi, mcm novel krg ku becerita.
with loves,
Labels: life cycle
written at♥6:43 PM
♥June 25, 2009
" dokter tolonglah diri ku, aku rindu berat sama pacar ku! "
i really really miss you beh! hope to meet you soonest. sorry if i've been harsh to you. either way, if it hurts you, i'm really sorry. i know you're busy with work. inda me sampai ati kan marah you walaupun kdg2 i feel like kan marah you nada g msg2 mcm we always did. i don't wanna start any fights with youu. krg makin stress you. me tau walaupun you jarang contact me, you are loyal to me. i appreciate that syg. i love you too! and forever it is. and walaupun its hard tane kan jumpa nowadays, u tetap sabar. just don't be bored with me ah syg. i'll always be there when you need me. ^^.
that's my love life, hope it runs smoothly di hari2 akan datang..
to patch, she breaks off with joe today. too bad. but guys, don't blame joe, he have his own reasons for doing this. he's having a hard time either, so tane jgn tah tambah kan masalah nya. glad that patch is home already after 3 days away from home. hope lapas ne, everythings settle within patch's family. patch, i know you're not reading this, but i've said this thousands times, BE STRONG patch.
lastly, happy birthday to Eyy. have a superb one babe. enjoy your birthday. age is just a number, feel young and there it goes, u look younger than your age.
with loves,baby.
xoxo
i really really miss you beh! hope to meet you soonest. sorry if i've been harsh to you. either way, if it hurts you, i'm really sorry. i know you're busy with work. inda me sampai ati kan marah you walaupun kdg2 i feel like kan marah you nada g msg2 mcm we always did. i don't wanna start any fights with youu. krg makin stress you. me tau walaupun you jarang contact me, you are loyal to me. i appreciate that syg. i love you too! and forever it is. and walaupun its hard tane kan jumpa nowadays, u tetap sabar. just don't be bored with me ah syg. i'll always be there when you need me. ^^.
that's my love life, hope it runs smoothly di hari2 akan datang..
to patch, she breaks off with joe today. too bad. but guys, don't blame joe, he have his own reasons for doing this. he's having a hard time either, so tane jgn tah tambah kan masalah nya. glad that patch is home already after 3 days away from home. hope lapas ne, everythings settle within patch's family. patch, i know you're not reading this, but i've said this thousands times, BE STRONG patch.
lastly, happy birthday to Eyy. have a superb one babe. enjoy your birthday. age is just a number, feel young and there it goes, u look younger than your age.
with loves,
xoxo
written at♥5:19 PM
♥June 24, 2009
hello diary and readers. (if there is any). i'm quite upset these day. pms was one of the reason. i get very sensitive if kena marah mcm celaka and what-so-ever dealing with heartbreaking. wtf!
sayang, you hurt me btw. balik2 sudah ne, tapi i keep it to myself. biar tia ku nangis tiap2 malam cm kesialan. what you say the other day, esh, entah lah. malas tah ku mikirkan g. lawa dah mata ku menangis saja ne. forget everything. i'm wrong everytime, reminder to self. i won't hurt your feelings ok huby.
two days dah aku inda online msn. malas ku, sakit hati ku! i moved to fb and fs saja to cure the pain. at least i have my friends who cares to talk even at 2 in the morning.
watch chucky marathon yesterday with gendut. awch, bloody killer doll. never been better. chucky managed to get me freaked out of certain dolls, not teddy btw. bureng wa tahap dewa, eatah semua classic dvd kan ku liat ne.
life sucks now! i mean it, really. had a fight with mumy last two days and last night. esh, i'm trying to adapt myself and get new friends here so that i'm not lonely mcm baie. kena marah pulang. esh. mumy buleh lah inda payah cri kwn, ada bapa dah. pergh! mental ku cani ne eh. kurung tah ku di rumah saja. -_-
H1N1 cases is in rise down here at Brunei. it's kinda scary tho. sapa yang belayar ato better ber-inject tah dulu apa supaya safe and yang baru balik belayar, hope semua kena check. poor students yang dapat these sympthoms. nothing severe yet, everythings fine and under control. MOH is doing their best work at the moment.
on the 26th will be the starbabes gathering. i don't think i can make it babes pasal my cousin nikah that day. huhu. so, i'm out again kali ne as usual. pity me. =')
aww, i forget this. congrats to tua minah. ada new grandchild and me ada new anak buah. haven't had the chance to visit the newly wed couples lagi. some other time alright cousin.
i think ato saja kali. will be back hanging my words down here if i'm in mood.
with loves, baby.
sayang, you hurt me btw. balik2 sudah ne, tapi i keep it to myself. biar tia ku nangis tiap2 malam cm kesialan. what you say the other day, esh, entah lah. malas tah ku mikirkan g. lawa dah mata ku menangis saja ne. forget everything. i'm wrong everytime, reminder to self. i won't hurt your feelings ok huby.
two days dah aku inda online msn. malas ku, sakit hati ku! i moved to fb and fs saja to cure the pain. at least i have my friends who cares to talk even at 2 in the morning.
watch chucky marathon yesterday with gendut. awch, bloody killer doll. never been better. chucky managed to get me freaked out of certain dolls, not teddy btw. bureng wa tahap dewa, eatah semua classic dvd kan ku liat ne.
life sucks now! i mean it, really. had a fight with mumy last two days and last night. esh, i'm trying to adapt myself and get new friends here so that i'm not lonely mcm baie. kena marah pulang. esh. mumy buleh lah inda payah cri kwn, ada bapa dah. pergh! mental ku cani ne eh. kurung tah ku di rumah saja. -_-
H1N1 cases is in rise down here at Brunei. it's kinda scary tho. sapa yang belayar ato better ber-inject tah dulu apa supaya safe and yang baru balik belayar, hope semua kena check. poor students yang dapat these sympthoms. nothing severe yet, everythings fine and under control. MOH is doing their best work at the moment.
on the 26th will be the starbabes gathering. i don't think i can make it babes pasal my cousin nikah that day. huhu. so, i'm out again kali ne as usual. pity me. =')
aww, i forget this. congrats to tua minah. ada new grandchild and me ada new anak buah. haven't had the chance to visit the newly wed couples lagi. some other time alright cousin.
i think ato saja kali. will be back hanging my words down here if i'm in mood.
with loves, baby.
written at♥11:19 AM
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a very happy birthday to Vbeh as for today. may god bless you gorgeous lady. stay cute and party until you drop hunn.
for yesterday, 23rd June, happy belated birthday to Fina and Katx. have a superb one. enjoy your birthday yeah.
with loves, baby.
for yesterday, 23rd June, happy belated birthday to Fina and Katx. have a superb one. enjoy your birthday yeah.
with loves, baby.
written at♥10:55 AM
♥June 22, 2009
hello! it's kinda late now. very LATE. =D but i'm here ber-blogging. pasal aku inda dapat tidur. yatah ku muncul ne d blog ku ah. haha. *merepek byy.
happy father's day as for yesterday pulang ne, 21st June. dedicated to all dads. without them, who are we.
18days left. countdown lah jua ku. eh,apakan ku post tadi ne ah bnr nya? *loading jap.
ahh! (Y) last saturday balik lumut again. -_- ngaleh jua ku ne ulang alik ah. udah tah rumah jauh. ppfftt. reason balik is kan berunding bila unc kahwin and blablabla. durang berkumpul drumah jura pulang 2. batah wa, dari 8 until 9.30pm. tapi nvm, had a great laugh sama amit john, bajan, adli and eboy! cali wa email amit ah, apa inda. haha. and then, dah durang balik, since aku nearby, so dgr th saja cerita mereka. unc nikah on the 4th and wedding on 6th December. gonna be fun and tiring. =s
me, eqah and deb skodeng fb while durang at rumah jura. well, finally, i 'met' her! too bad you are not my challenge lagi. ghesh! went back home at 10+, convoy with durang dyb. tapi the dad drive slow pasal sleepy so we ended sampai dirumah pukul 12. otw balik krumah,melintas kampung junjungan kan tu, gyla, memang ramai jelama. al maklum lah, gambus. so from here, we can see un-invited guest pulang ne selalu nya. melepak2 tia, minum2. hmph. i'm not saying aku baik pulang, tapi what i saw (ternampak) malam ato mcm over dech. ramai x ah urang dluar kerita ato, cua tah cari bilik ka. huhu. udah ato, inda tia ku kan tidur udah dirumah. mcm now. eh, bodoh amat! meliat dvd ge ku sama cgendut.
banarnya aku kan meliat futsal bh kemarin dkb. tapi oleh kerana jiran ku punya adi kahwin, inda tah dapat balik ke kb. mcm aku marah pulang. esh. tapi nvm. they did well. kali lah ah. i know durang sampai quarter final pulang. karang th bertanya2. hahaha.
i miss buiprenku ROY. probably ia tidur now. later durang kawad g. antam tya nada berehat. huhu. baru jua balik guard from istana, tidur g skajap2 ja. oh please, jgn seksa bfku! i know he needs me at times like this, and of course, i needed him more than ever. he sounds effingly tired. pity you sayang. jangan skip any meals ah. tambah sha isi di badan you ato. you kiyot! iloveyou forever. hope to see you soon. mwahs.
i'll end it here, blank.
with loves, baby.
happy father's day as for yesterday pulang ne, 21st June. dedicated to all dads. without them, who are we.
18days left. countdown lah jua ku. eh,apakan ku post tadi ne ah bnr nya? *loading jap.
ahh! (Y) last saturday balik lumut again. -_- ngaleh jua ku ne ulang alik ah. udah tah rumah jauh. ppfftt. reason balik is kan berunding bila unc kahwin and blablabla. durang berkumpul drumah jura pulang 2. batah wa, dari 8 until 9.30pm. tapi nvm, had a great laugh sama amit john, bajan, adli and eboy! cali wa email amit ah, apa inda. haha. and then, dah durang balik, since aku nearby, so dgr th saja cerita mereka. unc nikah on the 4th and wedding on 6th December. gonna be fun and tiring. =s
me, eqah and deb skodeng fb while durang at rumah jura. well, finally, i 'met' her! too bad you are not my challenge lagi. ghesh! went back home at 10+, convoy with durang dyb. tapi the dad drive slow pasal sleepy so we ended sampai dirumah pukul 12. otw balik krumah,melintas kampung junjungan kan tu, gyla, memang ramai jelama. al maklum lah, gambus. so from here, we can see un-invited guest pulang ne selalu nya. melepak2 tia, minum2. hmph. i'm not saying aku baik pulang, tapi what i saw (ternampak) malam ato mcm over dech. ramai x ah urang dluar kerita ato, cua tah cari bilik ka. huhu. udah ato, inda tia ku kan tidur udah dirumah. mcm now. eh, bodoh amat! meliat dvd ge ku sama cgendut.
banarnya aku kan meliat futsal bh kemarin dkb. tapi oleh kerana jiran ku punya adi kahwin, inda tah dapat balik ke kb. mcm aku marah pulang. esh. tapi nvm. they did well. kali lah ah. i know durang sampai quarter final pulang. karang th bertanya2. hahaha.
i miss buiprenku ROY. probably ia tidur now. later durang kawad g. antam tya nada berehat. huhu. baru jua balik guard from istana, tidur g skajap2 ja. oh please, jgn seksa bfku! i know he needs me at times like this, and of course, i needed him more than ever. he sounds effingly tired. pity you sayang. jangan skip any meals ah. tambah sha isi di badan you ato. you kiyot! iloveyou forever. hope to see you soon. mwahs.
i'll end it here, blank.
with loves, baby.
written at♥1:36 AM
♥June 20, 2009
kaka~~ it's your birthdayyyy! sweet 21. have a superb birthday annd enjoy your birthday. nanti tah tane celebrate sama2 ah. and btw, enjoy your birthday!
with loves, baby.
with loves, baby.
Labels: Happy Birthday..
written at♥8:53 PM
♥June 18, 2009
hello. goodie nights everyone! i'm at KB right now, seria lah tu ah d rumah ku. ghesh. majal.
oh, the leg. sudah bwa ea jumpa doc kali the doc mcm "eyh, you main bola kah?" cheh, kurang asam. ato kan aku di rumah saja. yikes, bcheck g tadi untuk H1N1 ah, mcm2. and tadi msa dklinik, ramai urang liat2 aku yang timpang ane. mengapa? inda pernah sakit kaki kah? *dush. and now kaki ku ber-bandage. cool eh. NOT! hope lakas baik. huhu.
damn, i gain weight. bodoh eh. berdiet tah ku lagi ne. rusak x timbangan dklinik ato. aish! kan jogging kaki sakit. paksa tah 2ngu sihat walafiat ne. sbr sha byy oh. ;s mummy ne suruh makan saja. huhu. ='(
tadi the kawan jalan gadong tengok wayang. eh,envy kamu. nasib kaki ku sakit and luckily aku dkb. hoho. nvm, aku beli dvd sha. kes nyamal. haha. bidaaa. woooo. =p
husband ku, cinta ku aka ROY, is on guard sekarang until 10. i'll be waiting for him ne. mau ngechat sama dia. kangen dech gue sama ito cinta ku. buh,apanya. SAYANG, I LOVE YOUU FOREVERRR! mwahhss.
bh,sampai disini saja. btw,aku update pakai hp. lappy ku ketinggalan. kesian dech. =s
with love,BABYROY.
xoxo.
oh, the leg. sudah bwa ea jumpa doc kali the doc mcm "eyh, you main bola kah?" cheh, kurang asam. ato kan aku di rumah saja. yikes, bcheck g tadi untuk H1N1 ah, mcm2. and tadi msa dklinik, ramai urang liat2 aku yang timpang ane. mengapa? inda pernah sakit kaki kah? *dush. and now kaki ku ber-bandage. cool eh. NOT! hope lakas baik. huhu.
damn, i gain weight. bodoh eh. berdiet tah ku lagi ne. rusak x timbangan dklinik ato. aish! kan jogging kaki sakit. paksa tah 2ngu sihat walafiat ne. sbr sha byy oh. ;s mummy ne suruh makan saja. huhu. ='(
tadi the kawan jalan gadong tengok wayang. eh,envy kamu. nasib kaki ku sakit and luckily aku dkb. hoho. nvm, aku beli dvd sha. kes nyamal. haha. bidaaa. woooo. =p
husband ku, cinta ku aka ROY, is on guard sekarang until 10. i'll be waiting for him ne. mau ngechat sama dia. kangen dech gue sama ito cinta ku. buh,apanya. SAYANG, I LOVE YOUU FOREVERRR! mwahhss.
bh,sampai disini saja. btw,aku update pakai hp. lappy ku ketinggalan. kesian dech. =s
with love,BABYROY.
xoxo.
written at♥7:38 PM
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it's 18th June. (Y) so, a very happy birthday to Wanaaa (my former junior at SMSA), Vivy and Amal Aqeela (twins ku). haha. have a superb birthday teman-teman. enjoy being tua, ghesh. just stay young at heart, babyface. kan mantap? ;D may god bless kamu yach. enjoy the birthday with all those creamy yummy cakes. cheers! =)
Labels: Happy Birthday..
written at♥6:58 PM
♥June 16, 2009
hello diary. it's Tuesday! haha. apakan. eh, i forgot to update pasal last weekend. huhu.
last sunday, i meet huby. what a surprise, i didn't expect him to datang pasal ia nada msg. ghesh. sekali tau2 ia datang,bangun2 ku tidur lah jua. anyway, we had a great time kan cinta. he bought me kasut PINK, adidas from KK. thank you sayang. i like the kasut tapi i love you more more more! mwaahh. thanks for spending time sama me the whole petang sampai malam, happy me jumpa beyh. *peluks.
sekarang aku injured! eh bodoh. i don't even know cana buleh my kaki bangkak. the part near buku lali to be exact. terseliuh time tidur? hmph. maybe. yang penting aku sakit ne sekarang, kan jalan pun entah eh,susah sekali. memang tadi ku msg beyh ngusut kali ea ckp 'alolo cian, mun me ada me urutkan 2'. how i wish dia benar2 ada besides me now.
did i mentioned anything about meeting bazy at the carnival arah tutong? ghesh, imy bazy. glad that i came time ea break. so, chillax sebentar and gossip2 pasal this junior ku dSMSA. astah, begitu rupanya cerita nya bazy. now i know why you hate her! *high5. if ada kesempatan, tampar ea lage. haha. jumpa drg kaka faizah, fakhrudin, ka liza and the others, haha. kedapatan eh mumy escape kerja. *nyaman mumy. haha.
i cut my hair sudah. really SHORT! tapi ok lah. bazy and yang lain2 ckp lawa. so no worries. kata rita, pandai panjang tu. hehe. *nods head.
hope it's not too late for me to say this, HAPPY HOLIDAY everyone.
sayang, i love kamu very deep. mwahhs. jangan gauk2 wherever you are. remember your promises. i adore every part of you. *huggs tight.
with loves, baby.
last sunday, i meet huby. what a surprise, i didn't expect him to datang pasal ia nada msg. ghesh. sekali tau2 ia datang,bangun2 ku tidur lah jua. anyway, we had a great time kan cinta. he bought me kasut PINK, adidas from KK. thank you sayang. i like the kasut tapi i love you more more more! mwaahh. thanks for spending time sama me the whole petang sampai malam, happy me jumpa beyh. *peluks.
sekarang aku injured! eh bodoh. i don't even know cana buleh my kaki bangkak. the part near buku lali to be exact. terseliuh time tidur? hmph. maybe. yang penting aku sakit ne sekarang, kan jalan pun entah eh,susah sekali. memang tadi ku msg beyh ngusut kali ea ckp 'alolo cian, mun me ada me urutkan 2'. how i wish dia benar2 ada besides me now.
did i mentioned anything about meeting bazy at the carnival arah tutong? ghesh, imy bazy. glad that i came time ea break. so, chillax sebentar and gossip2 pasal this junior ku dSMSA. astah, begitu rupanya cerita nya bazy. now i know why you hate her! *high5. if ada kesempatan, tampar ea lage. haha. jumpa drg kaka faizah, fakhrudin, ka liza and the others, haha. kedapatan eh mumy escape kerja. *nyaman mumy. haha.
i cut my hair sudah. really SHORT! tapi ok lah. bazy and yang lain2 ckp lawa. so no worries. kata rita, pandai panjang tu. hehe. *nods head.
hope it's not too late for me to say this, HAPPY HOLIDAY everyone.
sayang, i love kamu very deep. mwahhs. jangan gauk2 wherever you are. remember your promises. i adore every part of you. *huggs tight.
with loves, baby.
written at♥5:26 PM
♥June 15, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AYUNANIE and AMMALL. have a superb birthday yesh babe. may god bless kamu dua. have a long life and live happily. enjoy being a year older. age is just a number so no matter what, you'll stay young if you think you're young. cheers.
with loves,baby.
with loves,baby.
Labels: Happy Birthday..
written at♥5:05 PM
♥June 14, 2009
happy birthday to my little cousin, nandong @ norhafizah binti zulkifli. have a superb one ah anak damit. enjoy your birthday and score well at school yes.. hadiah mu nanti tah ah kaka bagi. hoho. stay damit sjaa! hehe. =)
Labels: ♥ happy birthday♥
written at♥6:44 PM
♥June 13, 2009
1. seseorang yang mencintai kamu tidak bisa memberikan alasan mengapa ia mencintaimu. dia hanya tahu, kamulah satu-satunya.
2. seseorang yang mencintai kamu, sebenarnya selalu membuat kamu marah/ gila / stress / jengkel. tapi ia tidak pernah tahu hal bodoh apa yang ia lakukan karena semua itu adalah untuk kebaikan mu.
3. seseorang yang mencintai kamu akan marah-marah atau mengeluh jika kamu tidak membalas pesannya atau telefon nya kerana dia peduli dan ia tidak ingin sesuatu terjadi kepada diri mu.
4. seseorang yang mencintai kamu hanya akan menjatuhkan air matanya dihadapan mu. ketika kamu mencuba untuk menghapuskan air matanya, kamu telah menyentuh hatinya dimana hati nya selalu berdegup, bergetar dan berdenyut untuk kamu.
5. seseorang yang mencintai kamu akan mengingat setiap kata yg kamu ucapkan bahkan yang tidak sengaja dan ia akan selalu menggunakan kata2 itu tepat waktunya.
6. seseorang yang mencintai kamu tidak akan memberikan janji dgn mudah kerana ia tidak mahu mengingkari janjinya. ia ingin kamu untuk mempercayainya dan ia ingin memberikan hidup yang paling bahagia dan aman selama2 nya.
7. seseorang yang mencintai kamu mungkin tidak bisa mengingati kejadian atau kesempatan istimewa seperti ulang tahun mu tapi ia tahu bahawa setiap detik yg ia lalui, ia mencintai kamu tidak peduli hari apakah hari ini.
8. seseorang yg mencintai kamu tidak mahu berkata 'aku mencintaimu' dengan mudah kerana segala yang ia lakukan untuk kamu adalah untuk menunjukkan bahawa ia siap mencintaimu, tetapi hanya ia yang akan mengatakan kata "I LOVE YOU" pada situasi yg special kerana ia tidak mahu kamu salah mengerti dan dia hanya mahu kamu mengetahui bahawa ia mencintai dirimu.
9. seseorang yang mencintai kamu akan merasa bahawa sesuatu harus dikatakan sekali saja kerana ia berpikir bahawa kamu telah mengerti dirinya. jika berkata terlalu banyak ia akan merasa bahawa tidak ada yang membuatnya bahagia dan tersenyum.
10. seseorang yg mencintai kamu tidak tahu apakah ia harus menelefon kamu ketika kamu marah tetapi ia akan mengirimkan pesan setelah beberapa jam. jika kamu menanyakan "mengapa ia telat menelefon", ia akan berkata "ketika kamu marah, penjelasan dari dirinya semua hanyalah sampah, tetapi ketika kamu sudah tenang, penjelasan darinya benar2 berguna".
11. seseorang yang mencintai kamu akan selalu menyimpan semua benda2 yang telah kamu berikan bahkan kertas kecil bertulis 'ILY' ada didalam dompetnya.
12. seseorang yg mencintai kamu jarang mengatakan kata2 manis tapi kamu tahu kucupan dari nya sudah menyalurkan semuanya.
13. seseorang yang mencintai kamu akan selalu berusaha membuat mu tersenyum dan ketawa walaupun kadang2 caranya membuat kamu bingung.
14. seseorang yang mencintai kamu akan membalut hatimu yg pernah terluka dan menjaganya dgn setulus hati agar tidak terluka lagi dan ia akan memberikan mu yg terbaik walaupun harus menyakiti hatinya sendiri.
15. seseorang yg mencintai kamu akan rela melepaskan mu pergi bila ia merasakan kamu tidak bahagia bersamanya. ia juga akan ikut bahagia walau kamu yg di cintai nya bahagia bersama orang lain.
P/S : i got this from Rita Aggraeni written by Rangga Aditya. this piece really touches me cause it do happens so please do appreciate your loved one.
with loves, BABY.
xoxo
2. seseorang yang mencintai kamu, sebenarnya selalu membuat kamu marah/ gila / stress / jengkel. tapi ia tidak pernah tahu hal bodoh apa yang ia lakukan karena semua itu adalah untuk kebaikan mu.
3. seseorang yang mencintai kamu akan marah-marah atau mengeluh jika kamu tidak membalas pesannya atau telefon nya kerana dia peduli dan ia tidak ingin sesuatu terjadi kepada diri mu.
4. seseorang yang mencintai kamu hanya akan menjatuhkan air matanya dihadapan mu. ketika kamu mencuba untuk menghapuskan air matanya, kamu telah menyentuh hatinya dimana hati nya selalu berdegup, bergetar dan berdenyut untuk kamu.
5. seseorang yang mencintai kamu akan mengingat setiap kata yg kamu ucapkan bahkan yang tidak sengaja dan ia akan selalu menggunakan kata2 itu tepat waktunya.
6. seseorang yang mencintai kamu tidak akan memberikan janji dgn mudah kerana ia tidak mahu mengingkari janjinya. ia ingin kamu untuk mempercayainya dan ia ingin memberikan hidup yang paling bahagia dan aman selama2 nya.
7. seseorang yang mencintai kamu mungkin tidak bisa mengingati kejadian atau kesempatan istimewa seperti ulang tahun mu tapi ia tahu bahawa setiap detik yg ia lalui, ia mencintai kamu tidak peduli hari apakah hari ini.
8. seseorang yg mencintai kamu tidak mahu berkata 'aku mencintaimu' dengan mudah kerana segala yang ia lakukan untuk kamu adalah untuk menunjukkan bahawa ia siap mencintaimu, tetapi hanya ia yang akan mengatakan kata "I LOVE YOU" pada situasi yg special kerana ia tidak mahu kamu salah mengerti dan dia hanya mahu kamu mengetahui bahawa ia mencintai dirimu.
9. seseorang yang mencintai kamu akan merasa bahawa sesuatu harus dikatakan sekali saja kerana ia berpikir bahawa kamu telah mengerti dirinya. jika berkata terlalu banyak ia akan merasa bahawa tidak ada yang membuatnya bahagia dan tersenyum.
10. seseorang yg mencintai kamu tidak tahu apakah ia harus menelefon kamu ketika kamu marah tetapi ia akan mengirimkan pesan setelah beberapa jam. jika kamu menanyakan "mengapa ia telat menelefon", ia akan berkata "ketika kamu marah, penjelasan dari dirinya semua hanyalah sampah, tetapi ketika kamu sudah tenang, penjelasan darinya benar2 berguna".
11. seseorang yang mencintai kamu akan selalu menyimpan semua benda2 yang telah kamu berikan bahkan kertas kecil bertulis 'ILY' ada didalam dompetnya.
12. seseorang yg mencintai kamu jarang mengatakan kata2 manis tapi kamu tahu kucupan dari nya sudah menyalurkan semuanya.
13. seseorang yang mencintai kamu akan selalu berusaha membuat mu tersenyum dan ketawa walaupun kadang2 caranya membuat kamu bingung.
14. seseorang yang mencintai kamu akan membalut hatimu yg pernah terluka dan menjaganya dgn setulus hati agar tidak terluka lagi dan ia akan memberikan mu yg terbaik walaupun harus menyakiti hatinya sendiri.
15. seseorang yg mencintai kamu akan rela melepaskan mu pergi bila ia merasakan kamu tidak bahagia bersamanya. ia juga akan ikut bahagia walau kamu yg di cintai nya bahagia bersama orang lain.
P/S : i got this from Rita Aggraeni written by Rangga Aditya. this piece really touches me cause it do happens so please do appreciate your loved one.
with loves, BABY.
xoxo
Labels: when someone loved you.
written at♥9:00 AM
♥June 12, 2009
dear diary~let's spill out all the hurtache down here, keep it as a reminder and whateverr it is. just split it out byy.
as you can see the label of my post, swing the hurtache. gonna swing it far-away for me. i know i can deal with the pain. ppft, how i wish. baie. living in reality do hurts. and i hate being in these hurtache mode. xs
the mood swings badly nowadays, i mean for the week. idk why and what's wrong with me and my feelings. maybe i'm just worried about where the boyfriend is at the moment. and i just miss him badly and it's annoying when i can't say it to him that i totally missed him like damn much. aish.but anyway, when i was crying like kesialan last night, he texted me up. so we ended on the phone. eh,kan nangis ku dgr suaranya! baie. rindu jua ku dah tu. tapi aku cool, huhu. karang ea ucap aku pelik, ea g kejahatan! glad to hear that he's home walaupun the fact aku marah ea nada msg apa. i'm happy that he did come home safely. =D
tick tock. the clock never stops ticking eh. hoho. apakan,sasak. gesh, tick faster please clock buleh kah? come to me august please. as fast as you could. idk myself why i want to be in august so badly. yikes. what-the-ever baby. xs
i'm using new email now, so to those yang nada email ku ato, text me and ask me for it. gishh, i keep changing email eh. busan beta udah with the old focking email yang betimbun contact unknown people. what a rubbish! threw it to the bin, hoho. apakan.
'SELAMAT MALAM CINTA' was what they said to me lastnight. thanks yeah friends. nyaman tidur ku when someone like kamu care and ada when aku sedih.
and iqa, ceta sal the bitch ah semalam terputus. gha! nanti we sambung the story ah sis. damn that fucking lil girl. inda pemalu! alum ia jumpa api tu, and btw ea berani main belakang2 shaa ah. dapan2 eksen tia baik. setan bertopengkan manusia wa ia tu, esh benci eh just to think about her name. lacah wa anak ato, malukan parents nya saja. buh emusi.
to the other sis, ina, don't think too much about what had happened the other day. they'll realised tu one day sapa kawan yang banar and always there when they need one. ina concentrate saja ah with the work, don't mind them! xD
to the bestie fifi, kejut ku with story mu kemarin. tapi yes, what happen maybe ada hikmah nya and think wisely ah whatever you do. pandai2 kau tah tu. nda ku mau ko sakit g for the 2nd time. alright? xp
boifren, i miss you eh! damn. when are we going to meet ne? tsk tsk. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. mwaaaahhh.
as you can see the label of my post, swing the hurtache. gonna swing it far-away for me. i know i can deal with the pain. ppft, how i wish. baie. living in reality do hurts. and i hate being in these hurtache mode. xs
the mood swings badly nowadays, i mean for the week. idk why and what's wrong with me and my feelings. maybe i'm just worried about where the boyfriend is at the moment. and i just miss him badly and it's annoying when i can't say it to him that i totally missed him like damn much. aish.but anyway, when i was crying like kesialan last night, he texted me up. so we ended on the phone. eh,kan nangis ku dgr suaranya! baie. rindu jua ku dah tu. tapi aku cool, huhu. karang ea ucap aku pelik, ea g kejahatan! glad to hear that he's home walaupun the fact aku marah ea nada msg apa. i'm happy that he did come home safely. =D
tick tock. the clock never stops ticking eh. hoho. apakan,sasak. gesh, tick faster please clock buleh kah? come to me august please. as fast as you could. idk myself why i want to be in august so badly. yikes. what-the-ever baby. xs
i'm using new email now, so to those yang nada email ku ato, text me and ask me for it. gishh, i keep changing email eh. busan beta udah with the old focking email yang betimbun contact unknown people. what a rubbish! threw it to the bin, hoho. apakan.
'SELAMAT MALAM CINTA' was what they said to me lastnight. thanks yeah friends. nyaman tidur ku when someone like kamu care and ada when aku sedih.
and iqa, ceta sal the bitch ah semalam terputus. gha! nanti we sambung the story ah sis. damn that fucking lil girl. inda pemalu! alum ia jumpa api tu, and btw ea berani main belakang2 shaa ah. dapan2 eksen tia baik. setan bertopengkan manusia wa ia tu, esh benci eh just to think about her name. lacah wa anak ato, malukan parents nya saja. buh emusi.
to the other sis, ina, don't think too much about what had happened the other day. they'll realised tu one day sapa kawan yang banar and always there when they need one. ina concentrate saja ah with the work, don't mind them! xD
to the bestie fifi, kejut ku with story mu kemarin. tapi yes, what happen maybe ada hikmah nya and think wisely ah whatever you do. pandai2 kau tah tu. nda ku mau ko sakit g for the 2nd time. alright? xp
boifren, i miss you eh! damn. when are we going to meet ne? tsk tsk. I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. mwaaaahhh.
Labels: swing the hurtache
written at♥10:24 AM
♥June 11, 2009
hello thursday!! i decided to blog again lagi at times of boredom attacks like this. eh, i just realised i've been blogging quite a lot lately, trying to be a good blogger huh byy? *nods head.
next, happy 17th birthday to mmyn arbi @ mmyngore. have a superb one, age is just a number. sweet seventeen! *jumps. let's celebrate your birthday, cheers!
fifi, congrats yes. may you and rulf be bless. don't mind that girl, she's just trying to poison your mind supaya kau think negative. biar ya, pandai ea boring tu nanti. be happy yes my fragile babe. *hugs.
i guess students are jumping excitedly now. school holiday has comee! and yeah, some might not attend school on saturday. so students, have fun during your school holiday. unlike me, everyday is a holiday. huhu.
i love my new room make-over. such a jobless young lady, nada kerja banar. nah, jadi housewife pulang. =s been cleaning the house all morning and doing the laundry. it's satisfaction when all work are done perfectly. =D
my daily routine really fucked me up. the msn, fb-ing, fs-ing, tagged, ugh. entah eh, i'm in desperate need of a job at the moment to at least get myself busy. i hate it when i'm all alone, i tend to think about the past and it keeps coming back, i mean all the hurtache and the memories. the tears are hard to stop but it pour out like water running out from the pipe. *exaggerating huh? what-evaa byy.
i was fucking worried the whole night yesterday. my love didn't even texted me. idk mana ya, whether he's home yet or not. ppfttt. fifi cakap don't worry too much and think positive. eh how can i? i keep thinking pasal ia whenever i look at the stupid silent object called 'mobile phone'. nah tu, merepek kan ku. eshh.
ppfftt. i'm off now. i'll be back blogging later yeah. don't miss me too much yeah reader. mwaah.
next, happy 17th birthday to mmyn arbi @ mmyngore. have a superb one, age is just a number. sweet seventeen! *jumps. let's celebrate your birthday, cheers!
fifi, congrats yes. may you and rulf be bless. don't mind that girl, she's just trying to poison your mind supaya kau think negative. biar ya, pandai ea boring tu nanti. be happy yes my fragile babe. *hugs.
i guess students are jumping excitedly now. school holiday has comee! and yeah, some might not attend school on saturday. so students, have fun during your school holiday. unlike me, everyday is a holiday. huhu.
i love my new room make-over. such a jobless young lady, nada kerja banar. nah, jadi housewife pulang. =s been cleaning the house all morning and doing the laundry. it's satisfaction when all work are done perfectly. =D
my daily routine really fucked me up. the msn, fb-ing, fs-ing, tagged, ugh. entah eh, i'm in desperate need of a job at the moment to at least get myself busy. i hate it when i'm all alone, i tend to think about the past and it keeps coming back, i mean all the hurtache and the memories. the tears are hard to stop but it pour out like water running out from the pipe. *exaggerating huh? what-evaa byy.
i was fucking worried the whole night yesterday. my love didn't even texted me. idk mana ya, whether he's home yet or not. ppfttt. fifi cakap don't worry too much and think positive. eh how can i? i keep thinking pasal ia whenever i look at the stupid silent object called 'mobile phone'. nah tu, merepek kan ku. eshh.
ppfftt. i'm off now. i'll be back blogging later yeah. don't miss me too much yeah reader. mwaah.
Labels: drown me please.
written at♥3:14 PM
♥June 10, 2009
HAPPY 7th MONTHSARY sygggg. aish, inda terasaaaa awh. we've been thro lots and yeah i mean LOTS. huhu. the hurtache and hatred lah paling banyak. but, we did learn from our mistakes and we're better off nowadays. i mean with our relationship and all. anyho, may we last long yes. and mudahan apa yang tane plan lately menjadi,ok. don't let your love to me fade ah sygg. i love you for eternity. wish you were down here with me, huhu. hope to see you soon. dying without you around. mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Labels: anniversary
written at♥6:39 PM
♥
♥ sweetheart! it's our day. let's party. HAHA. apakan. ghee. i misses you badly whoa sayang. *nangis.. i need you very much now. belum jua balik2 nya you ne. aish, kangen deyh gue ama kamuu. hope you do text me when you're back in Brunei sudah since i tried to call you tapi can't be reached pasal you have no balances. hoping that you balik wah hari ne but i'll wait for you tho. i'm lost eh without you ne, baru jua 4 days you away. mcm nda biasa pulang me ah,pdahal you selalu jua udah away. sedih eh. and majal much, balik sayang balik!! i miss our times together where no one couldn't distract the happy moments we're enjoying. it's been a while we hadn't spent time together and enjoy ourself since end of may. to be exact, it's been 11 days kita inda meet. almost two weeks dah tu beh, macam lama wah dah rasanya. tsk tsk. wanna see your face, the way you smile at me and make me melts, the kiss on the forehead which drown me into you, the warm hug that always calms me down. i need all that right now and more from you please. i need you so badly right here right now and with you around, the world gets better even the reality do hurts. with you i make every second in lifes precious and i learn to know what love really means. you're my everything love, without you i guess i'm nothing. perhaps maybe i just want to be yours only and i want to be everything for you and makes you proud of me no matter what i do. i'm your only doll sayang. let's make this dreams and hopes come true. amin amin. saranghae yo FAISAL. mwahhss ♥
Labels: ♥ dedicate to huby, faisal ♥
written at♥10:31 AM
♥June 09, 2009
♥hello again! yeah, i love the new layout. pink always surrounds my life. =D big thanks to iqa. *claps and hugs. hehe. almost 2hours ya usai. sorry ah for the trouble. love love love it,haha. *hyper.
ghee. i'm on a movie marathon ne, nightmare on elm street. such an old movie. hoho. buduh wa c krueger ne. *eyh emusi aku ah. gyla,balik2 dbunuh idup ya masih. gagah! i like a line in part 4, it goes evil see itself and it shall die. something catu lh kali. hoho. i'm at part 5 now,eish, ggtan ku idup ya msh,bila th kan abis ne ku meliat? ujung2 aku yang kana bunuh,haha. imagine. gyla.
memet! haha. no treating me coffee during photoshoot even tah arah starbucks 2 kau bawa. a BIG NO tue. i'd rather die of thirst. haha. over. jokes. coke would melts me enough. even th a big bottle, a case. huhu. inda sadar diri sakit. =s
aish, i'm blogging ne ada reason wa. tapi stray out of the main topic pulang. not good eyh when something came to mind, i just threw them out and let my fingers and mind do the talking. shaddap byy please for a minute or so. just hold on. huhu.
7 hours to go! countdown jua ku ne. excited mengapa? hoho. after midnight it will be our 7th monthsary,yeay! never think we would go this far after what happen. he go and he came back for me even more. and he changed a lot too. thank GOD for letting me have him again and over again. wish you were here sayang. tsk tsk. let the time tick and flew, can't wait to greet him. ILOVEYOU forever! i meant it,hugs tight. mwaaaahh.♥
ghee. i'm on a movie marathon ne, nightmare on elm street. such an old movie. hoho. buduh wa c krueger ne. *eyh emusi aku ah. gyla,balik2 dbunuh idup ya masih. gagah! i like a line in part 4, it goes evil see itself and it shall die. something catu lh kali. hoho. i'm at part 5 now,eish, ggtan ku idup ya msh,bila th kan abis ne ku meliat? ujung2 aku yang kana bunuh,haha. imagine. gyla.
memet! haha. no treating me coffee during photoshoot even tah arah starbucks 2 kau bawa. a BIG NO tue. i'd rather die of thirst. haha. over. jokes. coke would melts me enough. even th a big bottle, a case. huhu. inda sadar diri sakit. =s
aish, i'm blogging ne ada reason wa. tapi stray out of the main topic pulang. not good eyh when something came to mind, i just threw them out and let my fingers and mind do the talking. shaddap byy please for a minute or so. just hold on. huhu.
7 hours to go! countdown jua ku ne. excited mengapa? hoho. after midnight it will be our 7th monthsary,yeay! never think we would go this far after what happen. he go and he came back for me even more. and he changed a lot too. thank GOD for letting me have him again and over again. wish you were here sayang. tsk tsk. let the time tick and flew, can't wait to greet him. ILOVEYOU forever! i meant it,hugs tight. mwaaaahh.♥
Labels: hyper mode please relaxs a bit.
written at♥5:12 PM
♥
hello tuesday. i'm effingly tired today. i don't know why. maybe due to the less of sleep kali. apa inda, my tummy pain attack lagi so yeah, i had trouble sleeping when it attacks. tsk tsk.
well, i'm active at fb nowadays pasal i'm JOBLESS. let's spell it J.0.B.L.E.S.S! pity me. bila tah ku kan kana panggil interview ne. sob sob. i need a fucking job and more pocket money.
i'm fully recovered from the damn sickness. lalala~~i didn't go tadi for the meeting at kiarong. sorry yes. i is very the letih. my body is aching everywhere. aish, so bad! =s
mummy ambil the kain yesterday at YMRM for uncle's wedding. semangat eh beli kain. potong style cana ah? *garu kepala. lawa lah the kain, GOLD. i'm inviting kaka ryena to the event jua nanti so yes tomorrow booked the kain for her.
whushh. i'm addicted with the X-Japan like i used to before. crucify my love has never failed to melts me to pieces. (Y) and hell, i fall in love with kangen band's pujaan hati. aww. =D
i miss si pujaan hati ku at the moment.
when are you coming home sweetheart? esok kah? mcm lama dah inda see you eh. come back cepat!
haha. last night was lame. aku melayan sakit ku then merepek sama uds about going to moon,haha. with babyairline lagi 2,talur. then hakeem join in. bh,kbulan tah kitane nah. leat moonTV ganti MTV, how cool is that? nyahahaha.
i got more friends at fb who used to be my sch mates at SMSA. welcome back friends. haha. happy to hear back from kamu kamu down there at kb.
i guess sampai sini saja, karang lagi aku ber-blogging. hoho. syg! blik asap please. i fuckingly needed you. tsk tsk.
P/S : ghee. apology to iqa. interrupt jap ah. kan blogging sis. hehe.
well, i'm active at fb nowadays pasal i'm JOBLESS. let's spell it J.0.B.L.E.S.S! pity me. bila tah ku kan kana panggil interview ne. sob sob. i need a fucking job and more pocket money.
i'm fully recovered from the damn sickness. lalala~~i didn't go tadi for the meeting at kiarong. sorry yes. i is very the letih. my body is aching everywhere. aish, so bad! =s
mummy ambil the kain yesterday at YMRM for uncle's wedding. semangat eh beli kain. potong style cana ah? *garu kepala. lawa lah the kain, GOLD. i'm inviting kaka ryena to the event jua nanti so yes tomorrow booked the kain for her.
whushh. i'm addicted with the X-Japan like i used to before. crucify my love has never failed to melts me to pieces. (Y) and hell, i fall in love with kangen band's pujaan hati. aww. =D
i miss si pujaan hati ku at the moment.
when are you coming home sweetheart? esok kah? mcm lama dah inda see you eh. come back cepat!
haha. last night was lame. aku melayan sakit ku then merepek sama uds about going to moon,haha. with babyairline lagi 2,talur. then hakeem join in. bh,kbulan tah kitane nah. leat moonTV ganti MTV, how cool is that? nyahahaha.
i got more friends at fb who used to be my sch mates at SMSA. welcome back friends. haha. happy to hear back from kamu kamu down there at kb.
i guess sampai sini saja, karang lagi aku ber-blogging. hoho. syg! blik asap please. i fuckingly needed you. tsk tsk.
P/S : ghee. apology to iqa. interrupt jap ah. kan blogging sis. hehe.
Labels: what needs to be update.
written at♥3:28 PM
♥June 08, 2009
well, i guess another simple update would be worthwhile since i'm damn bored! ngee, i'm back with my diet-ing routine and yes its working. go for it byy!
that picture above is me with my new baby. cute right?? bobo is her name. blabeh! ada lagi seekor, nanti tah ku post gmbr nya.
anyho, i'll meet sii barokx esok to discuss for the business thingy which i'm still not familiar with but hey, thanks for dragging me in. sweet!
20th will be the shuffler meet up somewhere at bandar. was thinking of going jua tapi let's see. 26th pun ada gigs at miri. go kah inda ohh?? sounds like fun. arghhh!
bah, until sini sja eyh. blur ku. hoho.
Labels: boredom strikes
written at♥6:27 PM
♥June 07, 2009
morning my pink world! ohh,si boifren ke Labuan today. inda fun eyh. anyway,takecare saja ah sayang,no alcohols allowed and flirting of course. cuba tah.
something came to mind a minute ago, that's why i decided to blog. it's regarding birthday tho. i was cleaning up stuffs and found out greeting cards given by this special person and bestfriends. i ended up crying jua after seeing those cards. those sweet moments meant so much to me. years past by and soon i'm gonna be 20 myself. each and every year,we grew old but we tend to feel younger. once i thought, growing old sucks. lots of stuffs to handle,but as for now,i understand. this is the lifecycle for us. as we grow,we matured and experience lots of things in life whether it's sad or happy. i've seen people who didn't wanna be greet on their birthday due to some sad memories but hey,they'll soon miss the so called birthday parties.
compare to me, i'll get pretty hyped-up when it comes to my birthday. i just happened to enjoy birthdays. glad that i have lots of friends and cousins who care and never missed greeting me every year. i believed birthdays is a perfect day to be happy as we get wishes and presents from others. during school times were amazing when it comes to birthday. i remembered during my years in form 5 at AAC, friends were singing birthday songs for me for each lesson, it touches me, really! then during my first year at SMSA, a bestfriend make a big birthday card for me and hang it up on the notice board. aww, such a memory. they even threw up the so called surprise party at school during our ps and amin along with fina came. big hug for you guys.
enough talk about birthdays,3 days to go til our anniversary but sayang is not around. hmph. I LOVE YOU LOTSS SAYANGGG.
something came to mind a minute ago, that's why i decided to blog. it's regarding birthday tho. i was cleaning up stuffs and found out greeting cards given by this special person and bestfriends. i ended up crying jua after seeing those cards. those sweet moments meant so much to me. years past by and soon i'm gonna be 20 myself. each and every year,we grew old but we tend to feel younger. once i thought, growing old sucks. lots of stuffs to handle,but as for now,i understand. this is the lifecycle for us. as we grow,we matured and experience lots of things in life whether it's sad or happy. i've seen people who didn't wanna be greet on their birthday due to some sad memories but hey,they'll soon miss the so called birthday parties.
compare to me, i'll get pretty hyped-up when it comes to my birthday. i just happened to enjoy birthdays. glad that i have lots of friends and cousins who care and never missed greeting me every year. i believed birthdays is a perfect day to be happy as we get wishes and presents from others. during school times were amazing when it comes to birthday. i remembered during my years in form 5 at AAC, friends were singing birthday songs for me for each lesson, it touches me, really! then during my first year at SMSA, a bestfriend make a big birthday card for me and hang it up on the notice board. aww, such a memory. they even threw up the so called surprise party at school during our ps and amin along with fina came. big hug for you guys.
enough talk about birthdays,3 days to go til our anniversary but sayang is not around. hmph. I LOVE YOU LOTSS SAYANGGG.
Labels: birthdays.
written at♥12:06 PM
♥June 06, 2009
gah! still here. aku perlu blogging! yatah ne. huhu. yay. tomorrow photoshoot with moggies, supposed to be lah. tapi i asked moggies to reschedule due to something so meet you next week mogg. can't wait. *jump.
tadi datang2 ku keseria tarus bejaur! aish,rindu ku cuzen ku yang sekong ne so text her up to meet. then we jalan2 around the hometown and jumpa some buaya darat,aish! so yes,exchange cerita with qyrah. batah ku na jumpa ko jubur. and btw,ea baru blik camping so kinda ngaleh usulnya plus ea damam tapi she sacrifice herself to meet me up. sayang kau! mwaah.
to my cuzen noorhazwani,congrats on your wedding masa 1st June. didn't take any photo of you,sorry. but hey you're cantik that day. enjoy your honeymoon. your hadrah group was awesome! (Y) and meet 'mumy' aka tangah that day,aduh,guess she missed me so much. banar2 ea peluks and yeah,catching up stories with life and tanya2 sl durang abg nuru,abg adek and daleng. aku rindu kamu cuzens.
emotionally unstable wah aku ne bnrnya! what to do?FUCKK eh. esh. ngapa kan kau ne byy?*knocks head. bh,let go the hatred saja wa. huhu. forget the past,move on. can i just let go?please pain and hatred,go away,far from me! ARGHH!
yikes! esok buipren ku berjalan k Labuan. inda ku tau bila ya balik. just have fun there. no flirting ah boifren. trajang karang cpjal ah. *julur. been missing you so critically. aish. cuti2 nya pun inda jua ku jumpa ea. ='(
alright. sampai disini saja yach. karang if ada mood,i'll be back ber-blogging. mwaaaaa!
tadi datang2 ku keseria tarus bejaur! aish,rindu ku cuzen ku yang sekong ne so text her up to meet. then we jalan2 around the hometown and jumpa some buaya darat,aish! so yes,exchange cerita with qyrah. batah ku na jumpa ko jubur. and btw,ea baru blik camping so kinda ngaleh usulnya plus ea damam tapi she sacrifice herself to meet me up. sayang kau! mwaah.
to my cuzen noorhazwani,congrats on your wedding masa 1st June. didn't take any photo of you,sorry. but hey you're cantik that day. enjoy your honeymoon. your hadrah group was awesome! (Y) and meet 'mumy' aka tangah that day,aduh,guess she missed me so much. banar2 ea peluks and yeah,catching up stories with life and tanya2 sl durang abg nuru,abg adek and daleng. aku rindu kamu cuzens.
emotionally unstable wah aku ne bnrnya! what to do?FUCKK eh. esh. ngapa kan kau ne byy?*knocks head. bh,let go the hatred saja wa. huhu. forget the past,move on. can i just let go?please pain and hatred,go away,far from me! ARGHH!
yikes! esok buipren ku berjalan k Labuan. inda ku tau bila ya balik. just have fun there. no flirting ah boifren. trajang karang cpjal ah. *julur. been missing you so critically. aish. cuti2 nya pun inda jua ku jumpa ea. ='(
alright. sampai disini saja yach. karang if ada mood,i'll be back ber-blogging. mwaaaaa!
Labels: another recap perhaps.
written at♥8:53 PM
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well,since i'm totally fucked up right now so here i am,with my teary eyes. ngapa ku nangis? entah eh,sasak ku sasak! and i miss mulah ajul,Al-Fatihah.
hello JUNE! start of june was awesome. such a memory. *wink.
what have i missed? let's recap what had happened since 1st june. happy belated birthday to si manten pacar ayen and not to forget amyradhy too,hope you guys enjoy being tua,haha.
i was fucking sick,very sick the last few days.kinda recovered sudah pulang. ghee. fucked up eh masa 2nd June ah,i had my assessment test at Baiduri,mcm the maths was fucking easy if calculators were allowed i mean.huhu. no hope ne byy! but hell,i did my best sudah. meet new friends during the test, kamu cool. best of lucks to all of us, i meant it.
and to ina my gorgeous sistaa,congrats on your new job. have fun eventho kdg2 menyakitkan with new people yang kejahatan! must be tired ina ulang alik,huhu. we talk tadi at msn,best of lucks saja ah,lama2 biasa tu.
my line was barred tapi now okay sudah. thanks ah kaa. i don't know what to do if kaka nada. *hugs tight.
oh yes,i'm at KB right tapi aku blur inda tau apakan ku buat! aish. another wekend yang damn palui,palui banar! :s esh.
whatever. talk to the tangan. anyway,congrats to fatul aka didu,nich,wani,dylah and the others yang dpt go through technical and mkjb. 6th July right kamu start? have fun with the orientation. nich,be strong ok,dapat tu you pay for the fee.
esh, blank tia utak ku. mesti brainwash ne kali. bodoh! bh,until then. mwaaa.
hello JUNE! start of june was awesome. such a memory. *wink.
what have i missed? let's recap what had happened since 1st june. happy belated birthday to si manten pacar ayen and not to forget amyradhy too,hope you guys enjoy being tua,haha.
i was fucking sick,very sick the last few days.kinda recovered sudah pulang. ghee. fucked up eh masa 2nd June ah,i had my assessment test at Baiduri,mcm the maths was fucking easy if calculators were allowed i mean.huhu. no hope ne byy! but hell,i did my best sudah. meet new friends during the test, kamu cool. best of lucks to all of us, i meant it.
and to ina my gorgeous sistaa,congrats on your new job. have fun eventho kdg2 menyakitkan with new people yang kejahatan! must be tired ina ulang alik,huhu. we talk tadi at msn,best of lucks saja ah,lama2 biasa tu.
my line was barred tapi now okay sudah. thanks ah kaa. i don't know what to do if kaka nada. *hugs tight.
oh yes,i'm at KB right tapi aku blur inda tau apakan ku buat! aish. another wekend yang damn palui,palui banar! :s esh.
whatever. talk to the tangan. anyway,congrats to fatul aka didu,nich,wani,dylah and the others yang dpt go through technical and mkjb. 6th July right kamu start? have fun with the orientation. nich,be strong ok,dapat tu you pay for the fee.
esh, blank tia utak ku. mesti brainwash ne kali. bodoh! bh,until then. mwaaa.
Labels: fuck you yes.
written at♥8:29 PM