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♥February 28, 2009

whee! another day off from work. had to go to school to settle some stuff and get help from the deputy. went off to KB with didu,thanks yeah for the ride duu and accompanying me. arrive at KB around 8, students were linger-ing around the lobby. first, i went to the library. there saw hilal and azri, say hye and they wish me lucks where ever I go, thanks teman. after all stuffs are settled, bumped into some juniors, HELLO by the way. then, ada tia kawan didu. HAHA. ngeh.

hungry? yeah, we are pretty damn hungry! so head off to KB town since it's still early. after breakfast, go AAC to meet Cikgu DK. Rohani to pick up my certificate. eyah shouted out my name so i ask for help from her to look for Kyrah. so went to the 2nd floor and meet her and the unwanted! shitt. then ada Ain, didn't really recognise her because of her skin tone and she really look different. i had to look at her twice then baru tah answer question nya. sorry Ain, inda ku kenal kau with sch uni.hoho.

well, i miss this lil sch. lots of memories back then but yeah this is life. we leave the past and move on, experience new things and learn from our mistakee. i'm lucky enough to have left this school with pride. my juniors who nudge me, THANKS. remember my pesan yeah. kamu kamu owe aku ne. got new nickname from them zaty doll, lovely, antam tah kamu ah. ouch, terlebih sudah ne. whee! accompanied didu to TelBru and to Seria town to buy 'telefon rumah' then called my huby. gah. it's hawt down here at Seria!

didu sent me back to Lumut and passing-by Kindycare I saw abg playing with his friends. at arrival, invited didu to come in but he rejected, takut? HAHA. then had lunch with granny and unc haji. after that, had this little conversation with abg about his day at sch, he told me mummy Danish bagi them choc and they sang birthday song for their friends. around 2 bungsu came home and tarus2 ia cerita about my course. well, another help from her friend, thanks aunty for the notes.

at 5, was busy seasoning the lamb-chops, sausages and chic wings for our BBQ tonight. i was eagerly waiting for fydah to arrive since I haven't seen her like ages but they turn out late. so after makan and so on, i finally get to talk for real with them. shocking? HAHA. relek shaa geng. ajim brought his gf, Mira who is actually our junior at AAC and she is at the same age with Pykah. hoho! she was doing ok with us perhaps. she address me as 'kaka'. suhweet! sorry no pictures during BBQ-ing. reason? my hp was upstair, charging plus i'm in no mood to be a good photographer tonight. highlights of the bbq, dish-washing with bungsu was awesomely FUN! gossip-ing with the babes were extra-awesome! overall, it's a happy ending and i slept early.

_blew me a kiss, ROY_

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written at♥7:19 PM

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YANAAAAAA my best teman ever! happy birthday babe. may god bless you. jangan stress2 ah about that stupid idiot buipren of yours, as they said boys are whatever! not my syg ok. anyway, back to the main point here, happy 19th birthday. have a blast walaupun you have do to OT today.. don't think to much about that clown, he's pathetic, be happy on your own, peduli apa ia. you still have us and your parents. enjoy your birthday love. BFF yeah. HAPPY BIRTHDAY. with loves, baby.

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written at♥5:44 PM

♥February 27, 2009

sssssshhhh! i feel like i wanna drown to the barbie-land but i've set my mind and my fingers to type this post and blog as much as I can. lagging much about what to do now. was surfing for something on the other tab but it turn out to be pretty much BORENG. yeah, BORENG is the word. wake up damn early today since i slept way very early yesterday. so shower then kacau abg tidur. sekali bungsu cakap bh we go jalan. whee! breakfast at Seria, meet aunty Ham with her friends. then go to bank, TWICE. problems with this something, not so sure apa oh. then go KB. shop! had lots of fun shopping with them. at Soon Lee, i saw banyak people. malas kan mention here. but thanks for the nudge again. head off to Lumut around 5pm after pulang dari tamu and so on. i was full after eating loads of 'lekor' and said arah nini i won't eat lagi for dinner. tapi in the end makan jua sama bungsu since my tummy started shuffling. ugh! well, we talk about what happen time di bank. nini cakap ia nampak gambar bini2 arah hp ngah aji wah, kali i was like, OMG! what to do ne? then i said kwn nya kali, why don't you ask him? HAHA. funny much. bungsu juff was like laughing saja dengar cerita kami. girls stuffs! change topic pleassseee! talk about interview and i just knew bungsu laki almost get the aircraft engineering once upon a time.HAHA. had fun talking about the interview experiences. cool much. pfftt. we did went to Nafii kan bungsu? kita beli perfume branded much sampai wallet jadi kurus! HAHA. the perfume is actually birthday present for uncle juff. whee! what elseee? aku lupa sudahh. until then.

_bleed me to death, BABY cinta ROY_

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happy birthday to Qayy and Nazir! may god bless you both with all the eternity and prosperity. enjoy being a year older and have a blast! whee. cheers teman.

_bleed me to death, BABY cinta ROY_

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written at♥2:56 PM

♥February 26, 2009

i escaped work today! pergh very urgent. gah. so i went to school, thanks to those yang help me out masa d skulah. my juniors were awesome, they're seniors now, best of lucks to kamu. chill sekejap with wani and the others, ezah was there too.was walking here and there in the admin, sekali ada durang hilal and she was like 'lawa jua ko zaty', merepek eyh ia ne. HAHA. both the head MPPs were there juga, busy with the orientation preparation i guess, jangan lupa ragg durang berabis. JAHAT! nada wah, be nice saja lah to them. then in all of sudden ter-clash with the form 5 students. what happen?? friendly greet from them as usual since last year sudah tue. teacher Jasmine was very baik, thanks for understanding my situation for the late returning of books and thanks too for missing me, HAHA! to other teachers, thanks too, i meant it. not to forget, ami thanks for the guidelines.hehe. saw sasa and her friend, lupa nama nya, but thanks for the nugde, good luck in your 2nd year. after all stuffs were done, pulang lah, tired much ne. ZZZZZZZZ!

_bleed me to death, BABY cinta ROY_

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written at♥2:27 PM

♥February 24, 2009

achooooo! dusty much sudah this bloggeh. been busy lately with stuffs. update please baby. yeah, i am now! whee, bah antam tah. HAHA. let's recap what I have been doing since National Day. On the 22nd, we hit Bandar since Lumut nada orang, bungsu jalan Tutong. so, ring babu and planned to go out somewhere. on the way to Bandar, our car suddenly stopped! buhh. like ada asap. wah, abis air kali ne. dehydrated lah pulak this car time hari panas2 cani ne. i tried calling my cinta tapi he cannot be reach. was panic-king to the very maximum, i don't even know what to do, so helped 'liat' saja tangah isi air. thank God, these guys with their Honda CRV stopped and help us out. durang pikir kami kawan nya, had a little chat with them, durang from KB after liat motorcycle thingy. thanks very much for the help yeah! chill.

these are two of them, the other two was busy talking with aunty

accident somewhere at Bandar, jammed!

foodie!

whee, after those incidents with the car, we manage to arrive safely at gadong and fetch dibzy, babu, ct and mimi. girls outings! hehe. we had dimsum for lunch, was double hungry. apakan tue. then we go to qiulap mall shop's at Sarah, bought lotion! next, gadong. jalan2 and saw this 'bitch', pak u!!! then we head off to Rimba. after done shopping, we went home. blablabla.

_bleed me to death, BABY cinta ROY_

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written at♥1:05 PM

♥February 22, 2009

gosh! there are loads of people born in February. HAHA. anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUEZ! may u be blesss and stay who you are. success always in life and may all the dreams come true. work hard for a better future yeah! chilll~~~~~

_bleed me to death, BABY cinta ROY_

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written at♥1:01 PM

♥February 21, 2009

whush..a very spoilt weekend! why?? first, i was given choc fudge cake from RBA. thanks yeah! nyaman muchie the cake. second, aunty cook me these yummy food so i don't skipped dinner like i used to do. gah. i can't even resist just looking at the food. so makan lah! nini cakap rezeki depan mata jangan tolak, krg nada kamu cari2 tue. eheh. third, i was given pocket $$$..i like towh! lastly, they bought me one case of coke, whee! with these stuffs going on, i will gain weight again. aduh, i just lost my weight yest. so, JOGGING and work-out yeah bby. HAHA. run for life! well, i invited my huby ke Lumut but since he have to rush for marching so you missed this syg. hoho. in the end, sakit perut again, gah!

'sambal udang' *finger lickin good'

udangg again

craby!

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written at♥8:59 PM

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another birthday greeting. who? KAMIL! Happy Birthday dude. sorry ku post gmbr mu yg 'bida' ane, HAHA. have a blast and may you be blessed with all eternity and longevity all year round. cheerssss! kambing..

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TRIP AND HIKING
LOCATION : BUKIT BATU BUJANG
PAHANG,KAMPUNG MENUNGGOL,BSB.
DATE : 8th MAC 2009.

1) TO ALL PARTICIPANTS WHO ARE INTERESTED IN JOINING MAY SUBMIT THEIR PAYMENTS FOR BOATS, BUSES, FOODS AND DRINKS. PAYMENTS ARE $15 ONLY.

2) PARTICIPANTS ARE TO BRING THEIR OWN TRANSPORT FROM KUALA BELAIT TO BANDAR SERI BEGAWAN.

3) THESE EVENTS ARE DONE TO MOTIVATE BRUNEIANS TO HAVE A VIEW OF NATURE THAT ARE SOMEHOW UNKNOWN TO THE CITIZENS.

4) THOSE WHO ARE INTERESTED PLEASE INFORM ME AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. DATELINE FOR PAYMENTS ARE 5th MARCH 2009.

EVENTS OF THE DAY

6.30am- gather at Masjid Sg.Liang

7.30am- depart to BSB (SR Pintu Malim)

8.30am- expected arrival at SR.Pintu Malim.

9.00am- gather at Pintu Malim's jetty for boats ride.

9.15am- arrival at Jetty Pulau Berambang.

9.30am- travel around Kampong Menunggol and Kampong Hariong by bus.

9.45am- travel by bus to next destination, Bukit Batu Bujang Pahang.

10am- expected arrival and doa selamat are to be recited before we started hiking.

11.30pm- expected arrival at top of Bukit Batu Bujang Pahang.

1.15pm- participants are to gather at arrival at 'kaki bukit' then recital of doa selamat.

1.30pm- arrival at Awg Haji Jamil's house for lunch.

2.30pm- expected to leave for jetty Pulau Berambang.

2.45pm- own events.

p/s: if interested, give me a quick msg at my phone or leave something at my chatbox. thanks for the co-operation and early apologies for any inconvenience made.

written at♥7:34 AM

♥February 18, 2009

this is my current lappy background. OMG, i misss him so much. do take care yeah sweetheart. remember that i will always love kamu no matter what happens and it will never fades even how fast the time flies. mwahssss.

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beby, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to you. just wishing you all the best for your life. may GOD bless you with all the prosperity and longevity all year round. stay pretteh yeah. you rawk! enjoy your birthday and have a blast. cheers!

_bleed me to death, BABY cinta ROY_

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written at♥9:08 PM

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softly-spoken? i realised changes in me nowadays. i preferred silence more than talking craps like i used to do before. gah! prayers? yeah, still working on it. thanks for the guidance from the elderly of ours.

hell! there's a snake tadi at sch. no wonder childrens and teachers are busy running here and there. i didn't get to see the snake though, just listening to the stories that are being told around. it was said that it was a big black snake, cobra maybe. scary much.

i escaped work early than usual since usu arrived awal much. being fetched by aunty mash and had lunch with her at Jollibee and fyi i'm still full so i drink saja. meet ak aziz and this junior, a friend of nazmi who used to be my junior at SMSA last year, they work there by the way. a glance at this kid, she was so cute so i decided to smile at her, sweet lil girl. who i meet again there? ahh! eyah and her friends, escaped school just for a better lunch i guess. and not to forget kaka pijah, kaka didi and kaka yan ada juga sana. then went off straight to our next destination.

got a call from aunty sally. thanks btw for the info regarding those requirements and so on. i really appreciate that and thanks very the much for the advise. i'll think about it yeah. now researching some stuffs to have a look at it on my own.

what elseee? i heard this from the radio while i was working. ‘DPMM FC Annual Gala 2009’ which was held at The Empire Hotel and Country Club Jerudong. congrats to ‘The Most Consistent Player Award’ which was given to Awang Haji Mohammad Subhi Abdillah bin Haji Bakir, ‘Young Player Of The Year’ which is Awang Mohammad Azwan bin Salleh and ‘Long Service Award’ were given to Awang Mohammad Kamarul Ariffin bin Haji Md. Arpan.

whee! perhaps this is another long posts that i'm gonna do. yikes. lots to tell. ngeh. hmph, received a call from ct. ambil kesempatan kau ah time kan balik2 kerja atu. gossip-ing? yeah! of course lah. we talk pasal uncle hj and his girlfriends, i forget to mention on my posts yesterday that he picked me up from work using Nazurah (his gf) sirion. well, she was OK! i liked her. very friendly even this is the first time that we get to meet. she was talkative much and not to forget she was cute too. all the way home, she talk a lot, maybe to ensure that i'm not feeling awkward being around them. arrived home and offered her to came in, but she refused. maybe uncle belum ready kali kan introduce her to nini. keke. thanks for the ride btw. ct said she's off to KL this 2nd Mac until 7th with Ajis's family so girl, have fun there. i know you will gila.HAHA. talk to you again someday yeah just before you go belayar. fiqah, have fun tomorrow for your holiday at KL. jangan lupa my stuff yeah.

had dinner with family around 7+. then the tummy is rebellious much. well, i guess i'm bulimic for real now. i ate but then i threw them out. yikes. so bad. was having flu the other night so i had to take sleeping pills to ensure that i SLEEP! today was fine, the coughs are not hurting my throats again.

NOW? searching for past year papers for my students. had to review back what i have studied in form 3. ngeh, i had homework again. *blur* ohh yeah! i promised to help search for the difference between AC and DC current. i'm very weak though at physic electrical thingy but i will try my best in helping. informations from internet can be used kan? hehe.

OMG! syg requested a dozens of pictures actually to be sent via MMS to him. hang on yeah. you will receive them sometime tonight. something is fishy here in the room, what was that? rotten dead beat meat? ngeh. jokes. it was my socks. talur eyh. berapa hari kau inda cuci kan the socks? stupido. tired wah! shut up bby. hoho. bh2, until here saja before i merepek2 much. sayonaraaaa.

to my syg, I MISSS KAMU more than ever. mwahssssssssssssssssssssssssss!

_bleed me to death, BABY cinta ROY_

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written at♥8:13 PM

♥February 17, 2009

i just remembered this so yeah that's why i'm posting it.sunday was the day if i'm not mistaken, we were having dinner then bungsu asked abg "esok spa antar abg sch?" and abg was like "kaka lah". well, i was shocked though. i would sent you to sch if i had valid driving license lah, soon. ehe. night? ugh, the pain is on air again. shial much ne. watch 'Anugerah RTB' for the first time ever in my life,haha. it was okay. i meant it, the hosts were doing a great job. dayat, putri, maria and faiz was GREAT! and congrats to the winners and other nominees who didn't make it, it's ok. after that, inda dapat tidur so watch this movie '13 going on 30', i watch it halfway saja then shutdown tia my eyes ne. ugh. ter-bangun since abg nangis, entah kenapa ia. so i moved to the next room and tidur sampai pagi. i need enough restssssssssssssssssssssssss.

_bleed me to death,BABY_

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written at♥9:16 PM

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Birthdays Meaning

(15.8)

You are outgoing and love to be at the center of attention. From the outside, you may seem flashy, flirty, and tricky but your true self is strong, full of hope to be the leader. When you fail to convince someone, you will get frustrated, and perhaps let your temper shows. Your Love, You are emotional. Many can win your heart at once, but not for long. This is why you hardly win a decent relationship.

(22.10)

You have the boss character, but not a leader. Most people look up to you for your capability and confidence although they find you quite stubborn. You should listen more to others. You are a unique and charming individual. Your Love, You hardly take the moderate track. You either love or hate someone. Whom you call friends are the chosen ones. If any of them betray you, you won't let them get away without having hard time

written at♥5:02 PM

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argh.i hate february.last year the same thing happen,now its repeating,too much karma.omg,i'm not strong enough to handle this alone.darn it.i've been given choices,either to leave Brunei or stay here.what should i do?what's left for me here?was thinking to leave,forget stuffs here,let it be memories,but on other side of me says i should just stay here and make him came back to me.silence is best at the moment i guess.ugh,i don't even know what to do.i love him but...fifi ckp lw da jodoh inda kemana but i want him jua.ugh.for those yg see changes in me,phm2 sja lah ah,probs are attacking me non-stop.should i just give up?NO! i don't want to but this is hurting me even more.my eyes pun mcm panda sudah crying saja.eish! i just want him back.i love him too much.

_bleed me to death please_

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written at♥11:35 AM

♥February 16, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to IQA and AKMAL! whee,may god bless you both with eternity,longevity and prosperity.be happy and success always in life.enjoy your birthday and have a blast! with loves,bby.

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♥February 15, 2009

gah! another stressful weekend.finally,i let it all out in front of mumy,nini and usu.feel so relief but i know it hurts a lot even to myself.sorry mum,i didn't want those divorce word to come out from your husband,but if it happens,it's fine though,you still have us,be strong.whatever happens,the best thing to do is pray to god and ask for guidance.we always love you.

_BBY IS HERE.SHOOT ME WITH YOUR LOVE_

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♥February 14, 2009

LOVE! LOVE! LOVE!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO MY SYG AND FRIENDS.fyi,i don't celebrate V.Day,just wishing for happiness of others.to all the lovebirds out there,appreciate your partner and live happily.Valentine's are for all,enjoy.cheers!

_bby is here,shoot my heart with your love_

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guess i'm packed with stuffs this week.oh yeah,HELLO!wake up early since i rest in peace damn early yest.tired with works bh,still not used waking up early.huhu.after shower,my tummy was like shuffling and jamming,gah.aku LAPAR ne.haha.watch these movie about army and halloween 'hocus pocus' maybe,if i'm not mistaken.nyamal much because inda kena suruh jalan,instead tua bawa ke Miri and what hurts the most as Rascal Flatts says,i'm running out of credit.ppftt! at Imperial,accompany Zie beli baju then we beli make-ups and shakes and crepes,whee.tua ambil their stuffs at Frico.what happened there?haha.sweet.payday come to me please,i need to shop,HAHA.we saw people,argh,to be exact,couples buying gifts for Valentine's Day.last year,i got teddy,chocs and flowers from the secret admirers,not hoping for any this year.i just wanna be with him if i could.meet ups were cancelled,something came up,doesn't mean to piss you off.i'm supposedly in my barbie-land now but i don't know why my eyes won't hibernate.gah,pikir lappy,huhu.what to do ne?argh! *antak2 kaki* ahh,received msg from annie tadi regarding the make-up stocks,haven't decided yet what to buy.talking about make-ups,i remembered what me and zie do at Miri just know.we tested the mineral foundation and the result was super duper gorgeous,i likey much.nanti beli.almost the make-ups there with tester we tested kan?haha.fun though.zie,don't get annoyed with me yeah saying i wanna own yellow things,guess i'm falling for that I WILL FOLLOW YOU colour,haha.what else uh?brainstuck! help me.

*LAGGING*

oh itu.i remembered those ODM Valentine's watch.it was so cool with wordings,argh.i want that!! crave crave.apakan.in love with these hats,babyphat sweater and dress,lawa much tapi have to wait til payday.ouch! my tummy hurts again.get away from me pain,hurt me no more,i'm sick with this pains.when will it be cured?can anyone tell me?ugh.well,i enjoyed listening to these Bruneian artist song,Azim i guess,so cool.still searching for the mp3.hmph,my msg tone was barbie girl from Aqua,it resembles me,haha.lame! OH,i just love barbie. whee.my fav song of the month are -my valentine,fuck you by lily allen,faber drive's songs,kelly clarkson new release,craig's insomnia,the seeds and david archuleta's songs.ok then,i'm done merepek-ing here and i'm quite sleepy now with the attacks of pains at my tummy.guess i'm hitting the bed soon.night then.to my syg,CINTA MATI WITH KAMU. i'm off to barbie-land,toddles.with loves,baby.

_OH NO,BBY WAS HERE.SHOOT ME WITH YOUR LOVE_

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♥February 13, 2009

happy birthday to zie@rara.19th birthday right??may you be blessed in everything you do,success in your life.apa lagi?happy always,enjoy life being single,i know it hurts sometimes,huhu.anyway,it's your birthday,so do enjoy yourself.have a blast.with loves,baby.

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written at♥10:08 PM

♥February 11, 2009

helloh! pergh.where to start?early weekends was hectic,been busy at work.today was tiring than yesterday,not expecting that it's gonna be tiring like hell.oh lord,spare me don't.apakan,huhu.around 11 received text message from aunty mash saying `bhpa ko this aftrnun?dangani bgsu kb town.` and i replied,yeah why not,bh,pick me up at 2,k. huhu.and today went home early from work actually so texted tua but they didn't pick me up.uwaa! then few minutes to 2,aunty mash arrive with tua,adui,i thought tua inda ambil.sorry2 for not informing that bungsu wanna bawa aku jalan.and yeah,we then head off to Ideal,guess bungsu haven't had her lunch yet at sch.so,ordered coke,belgium waffle and flavoured fries for me and rice with chix for bungsu.hmph,guess what?kimah works there,had this talks about where to go after this,same plans we have in mind btw.haha.we makan inside the room,had this talks about my future.glad that bungsu guided me through this.i appreciate your advice.and shd said,`there's no wrong in failing once,u just have to stand up and do better next time.don't let your past failures let you down`.i agreed with her throughout our discussion.and i CRIED when it comes to sensitive parts.ugh..she said `u know how hard your mum had been working all these while.ia pindah pun sal terpaksa,i know ea pun inda mau like this.cian her.u must take care of her,kau th satu2 nya harapan yang ea ada.jangan inda ambil peduli sal ea walaupun kadang2 ea cm inda brapa ingw kan kau.` i cried but luckily bungsu inda nampak.huhu.then i replied `awu,i know pulang tue all that.p ntahlh.i do care for her x ah,tanya khabar jua ku x ah.` bungsu asked again`what scope of works you wanna be in?`.i answered `tantu lah yang gaji basar.haha`.bungsu cerita lah how she had to re-exam for O Level three times for her English,then went to Sinaut and alhamdulilah rezeki nya sana,durang under agri kena antar ke England to further their studies.i respected her cause her lifetime dream succeed sudah to study overseas.i envy you actually so i'm gonna work hard to gain that kind of happiness like you did.then i realised that i should make her proud one day,i wanna fulfill my dreams.what are my dreams?let it be a secret saja oh.so yeah,after being 'brainwashed' from 2 til 4,i finally decided that i wanna do my A Level exam again in Nov and apply for ITB and UNISSA eventhough there's no hope. lots of discussion in the air,so aku asked permission kan ke toilet,na ku tahan g,haha.then we balik,cancel plan to go kb since she's late sudah.thanks bungsu for the treat eventhough i'm full and the advise,THANK YOU VERY MUCH! went berubat since i'm not feeling well these few days.hmph,don't wanna tell what had happen.scary the movie much.gah! slept early,tetidur actually.huhu.that's all for today i guess,been typing till my finger hurts.haha.lame much.

_shoot me deep_

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written at♥11:49 PM

♥February 10, 2009

HAPPY 3rd MONTHSARY SYG! I LOVE YOU TO BITS THAT I'M PARANOID TO LOSE YOU..YOU'RE LIKE A DISEASE IN ME THAT I WANNA KEEP FOREVER.GLAD THAT I'M YOURS.WE MET WITHOUT PLANS,WE BECAME CLOSE AND LOVE IS THERE.CURE ME WHEN I NEED YOU YEAH.I ADORE EVERY PARTS OF YOU..WHAT I LIKE THE MOST??YOU MAKE ME LOVES YOU AND I KEEP FALLING FOR YOU AND YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE TO CATCH ME WHENEVER I FALL.YOU'RE THE REASON WHY I'M STANDING STILL IN THIS HECTIC REALITY,YOU MAKE ME WHO I AM NOW.I REALLY DO LOVES YOU.

_shoot me deep through my heart_

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written at♥11:49 PM

♥February 08, 2009

wake up at 7! gah,awal banget we bangun.huhu.then breakfast and lefxck2 watch tv.around 12 went to Bandar to attend wedding our 1st cousin but then not that close,huhu.congrats on ur wedding and be happy,gonna have a bby kan?do takecare. saw this friend of mine arah the wed,then say hye excitedly.hehe.around 4,the wedding finish then the others went to shop somewhere at gadong and we visit fydah since they're done with their orientations.she's enjoying herself there and she make new friends along the orientation.good for her.and yeah,i meet lots of my teman there,i saw suriana,ash,niza,who else?lots to mention! then went home.headache much now! gah.rawrr. chill~

written at♥11:13 AM

♥February 06, 2009

a very happy birthday to Quinn. i don't know mana kau now, either d temburong or rimba.hehe. anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! may you be blessed in everything you do and happy always with your husband and your qute daughter, batah dah ku nda jumpa kamu. if family function baru tah ada kau ahh, last tane jumpa time bday party d katok uh. i heard you're having your second bby, whee! can't wait for anak buah baru,hehe. jgn sama due mu with shikin eyh,haha. wish to see you soon! with loves, baby.

♥babyloveroy♥

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written at♥9:30 PM

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Here are a few reasons why guys like girls:

1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo

2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder (i like ne buat arah huby)

3. How cute they look when they sleep

4. The ease in which they fit into our arms (hug hug!)

5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world

6. How cute they are when they eat

7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while

8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside

9. The way they look good no matter what they wear

10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth

11. How cute they are when they argue

12. The way her hand always finds yours

13. The way they smile

14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight

15. The way she says 'lets not fight anymore' even though you know that an hour later....

16. The way they kiss when you do something nice for them

17. The way they kiss you when you say 'I love you' ( I LOVE MY HUBY MUCH)

18. Actually ... just the way they kiss you...

19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry

20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly

21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt (haha.so me! suka cubit huby and dgr ia ckp 'ouch', qute wa syg.)

22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt. (even though we don't admit it)!

23. The way they say 'I miss you'

24. The way you miss them

25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore..... Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them ... it matters not.

Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, No paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart. A feeling.Only felt.

*i don't remember if i have posted this but it's fun and syg, bnr kah ne?answer bby uh*

written at♥9:19 PM

♥February 05, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AK.AZIM BIN PG.MANSHOR aka Azimuth.haha.(the one in brown).we're born the same year kan cuzy?so,do enjoy being 20 years old,bila lagi ko kan bawa aku jalan ah?jangan kan bejaruk dbarik saja geng.hampir tu lumut dengan seria ah.apa ada from singapore?hoho.enough flirting dgn urang kb ah,haha.happy always with myra and have a blast.if ku dlumut,we lepak g dgn the others,k.with loves,bby and families.

♥babylovesroy♥

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written at♥12:38 PM

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been needing and missing kamu so critically syg quh.huby chupy much oh.fav word of the day was `sandi ey`.haha.gigitan bby dangar.and huby did say 'ey,rambut kucing me pendek dah'.HAHAHA.huby pun panggil bby kucing ane wa.i miss u kissing my forehead,hugging me tightly,manja2 with huby,ugh!syg,we enjoy our night right??then huby ckp ia tired and wanna tidur,sian huby and i'm worried since huby memang tired much after a day marching saja for the ND.receive msg from huby and it say 'gud moning bby.ne me otw kebandar.thanks syg,had so much fun.u takecre ja uh.jan gauk2.miss n love u so much.' don't worry syg uh,i'll remember your pesan,k.huby practice ne ah,bisai2,i know it's gonna be tiring.I LOVE YOU SO MUCH and I MISS YOU SO DAMN MUCH ne at the moment.lots of huggs and kisses syg.

♥babylovesroy♥

Labels: ♥...fun till we drop...♥

written at♥12:37 PM

♥February 04, 2009

what did i do today?guess guess..*apakan*
wake up early much then waiting jamban kan mandi since uncle mandi lama banget,huhu.sampat lagi lah ku tidur with pykah.hoho! then,off to bandar around 7,akhir sudah wa! gah,bye fydie.today is your 1st day at school,i know it's hard at the moment being away from the families and close friends plus mobile is banned there.so,concentrate and focus k.we know you can do it,this is what you want.sorry for bully-ing you with the rabbit busuk mu,haha.kami buang ne,and katil mu masuk store.gaga.arrive at PPB around 8+ and we inda duduk,gah,chairs please! lots of familiar faces from kb,tutong and bandar.i saw bibah with her abg and bbu,seribayu,niza and others,lupa nama nya but thanks pasal tagur.best of lucks to kamu.after talks about rules and regulation with the lame joke,it's time for them masuk hostel.hantar luggage fyd then cerita2 kajap,lepas tu we kena halau.hoho.jokes! they have other events so parents are required to go home.salam with fyd,then ea kan nangis,p ia tahan.sian much.be strong.don't worry hp mu kami jaga ne.otw out meet zee and venney,aww! venney send her cousin kali if i'm not mistaken.time to go home away from fyd,lapar ne! head off to MOE dulu hantar borang june O Level sii Zie.then went to jabatan perancangan perumahan antar borang rapi,and we sesat di sana,haha.saja famouskan camry,gaga.then k Yayasan,go KFC buy wedges,lunch at foodzone and beli donuts!nyum2.its finger lickin good.after that,went to kiulap kajap then gadong market,ugh! benci much since banyak orang gatal,tampar kamu karang pakai katam! eish.kemana lagi kita oh zie?lupa.but then we did shop for barang dapur kan?then pulang since zie rushing with the appendix and marching thingy.otw home,i have a nice tidur then trkejut with miscall from my huby.IMISSHIM MUCH! sampai rumah,makan lu,then tidur.haha.cute oh me! btw,i miss the childrens at sch.gah!

♥babylovesroy♥

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written at♥12:22 PM

♥February 01, 2009

*to be updated*

written at♥1:51 AM

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yikes. it's been a pretty tough and hectic month, non-stop dissapointment, remorseful acts and endless dreams. ugh! fed up? yeah, pretty much. backstabbers? stalkers? just get out from my life okay. i'm tired with kamu and stop what you guys have started. stop your plans in ruining my life and please stop interfering in my life. get a life if yours are boreng, don't disturbs others.

i'm sick. high body temp, coughing, cold. ugh. get well soon k baby. i hate being sick. there's nothing to be done other than resting 'peacefully' in bed. i hope! and to my syg, when are you coming home actually?? worth the wait i guess. you makes me missed you so much like hell. you meant a lot to me.I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

it's been raining since i woke up. pergh, floods here and there but not as worst as in Bandar. i heard some schools were closed due to this reason and they're letting students off from school early than usual. the barracks here at Seria are experiencing flood, i don't really know how serious it is, but fyd told me people parked away from home. and eqah cerita inda ramai students attended school and banyak 'binatang' enter school. ewww, scary much. let's call it a day she said.huh. what else? aku lupa,haha. be extra careful while driving, slippery roads and do drive slowly as possible. been a rainy season. *splash*

♥babylovesroy♥

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written at♥1:11 AM

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welcome FEBRUARY! hoping for better days in my life and less stalkers. start a new month with hopes and new plans. enjoy your FEBRUARY friends.

written at♥12:58 AM