♥January 30, 2009
gah! suddenly i feel like blogging so here i am. where to start? i have been slipping away from the reality since umm, i don't even remember..i understand for some getting rid of their pasts aren't easy. life are about giving, taking, leaving and being left alone, i have been through that ups and downs in life. i believe even if you do hate someone, in the end there's still love for them. just a reminder, appreciate what we have in front of us. and this posts are dedicated to those who are always there to entirely support me and give me hope to live life to the fullest and make me realise that there's others out there who suffers more than I do. i'm sorry for neglecting kamu punya advise all this time, i know how much kamu care pasal aku. mummy, apology towards you since I've done pretty bad in my A level exam and I know I've let you down this time. i believe that God have other plan for me in the future. i need you to pray all the best for me and I truly didn't want to let you down for the second time. for not scolding me, THANKS. i know deep down you're hoping for a much better result from me. thanks for letting me experience life, it has been almost 20 years now and i just wanna let you know that I love you so much. and lastly thanks for being patient with me, i know I hurt you a lot, I never meant to do that. to this aunty, i know i hurt you back then, i mean last week, i know you care about me but then i don't need others to interfere in my life, i'm not that lil girl who used to cry over something to soothe herself (eventhough i still cry nowadays due to the rumours and so on). i have grown up and this is what I am now. the rebellious girl who wanted freedom in her life, you know right why i wanted to be free all this while? please be there when I achieve my dream one day and I'm sorry I dissapointed you with my A level results. and to ct my craziest cousin ever after, thanks for the advise yesterday. you have been in my situation before, and you ended living happily ever after now, belum pulang kau kawin, ahha. you know what I mean and we believe there's always something better out there for us. remember those advise from ngah diah while we were at the kitchen (cooking session), k! there's lots of names to mention here but I'm lazy much kan type here, you guys know who you are, a BIG THANKS from me, sincerely!
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